A whispered silence.

IB English 3A

Just realised this time 3 years agowe were sat in English, year 11, being told by mr goodburn to have a blog to improve our writing. We all shrugged, yet, 3 years on, rosie, jaime, dani, myself and others have updated blogs. Just a thought…

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Lol half of your followers are on tumblrdatinggame(.)com

no idea what that is, and really dont care :)

Just had the most realistic dream that i wish was real

Basically, i went on holiday with my flat and for some reason, my flatmate olivia, actually lived overseas (which she doesnt). Anyway, i met her family and turns out her brother is josh hutcherson (peeta from THG). Which obviously, he isnt! anyway, i really liked him and didnt think he wanted me, but turns out we kissed and then started seeing each other, and as i was heading back to the airport, it was sad because i couldnt stay with him. Then i only had 2 hours to get from the airport, pack my stuff and head home, where my friends (cast from 90210)… were taking their time. i then put a photo of josh on the back of my phone in memory and ended up in duty free with my parents.

how weird….but wonderful haha

crying in bed

because it feels like ur world is caving in

hospitals and looking after jonny

scared the LIFE out of me!

speccccy four eyes!

speccccy four eyes!

Tagging game -.-

Im completing just to answer your questions, and tagging noone as i am unloved haha.

Wen-wennnnns questions:

  • Are you in love at the moment? No, not for once!!
  • What song are you listening to? Bo Bruce- Fighting Arizona
  • What was your favorite cartoon when you were little? What character would you be? Blue’s Clues…and mrs salt haha
  • Play any sport? Did play volleyball and softball, now i jog 
  • What star sign are you? Do you believe in this stuff?  Leo and sometimes, it sends me happiness sometimes :)
  • Favorite quote of all time? Regrets and mistakes are memories made
  • Favorite book of all time? Harry Potter series or Alison
  • Do you believe in destiny? Yes, through and through
  • Tell me something you think i wouldn’t know. I have a beauty mark behind my right ear in the shape of a love heart
  • What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? Be happy
  • Write me a 100 word essay about your last relationship :)…really wenny? Ok, well lets say, my last relationship was pretty crap and creepy. My ex had never had a girlfriend before so i guess i was something completely new and he didnt know how to handle it. He was possessive and obsessive and it scared me. We werent together for long, whether thats my commitment issues or we just didnt mingle well. But he turned into someone i always wanted when drunk, which was really bad as it fueled his need to get back together. he acted in ways you wouldnt expect someone to, and made it really awkward to fall in love with. I guess thats why it never worked out well.
Kristy’s questions:
  • What can you say about your first love? MB…the friend i fell for. We got on so well, gelled really well and he just made me so happy. I always wanted to see him. But turns out it wasnt meant to be, nor was our friendship. complete strangers now!
  • What’s worse in winter? Washing your hands? or going to the toilet? Washing hands!!!
  • Long hair or short hair? Long for girls, short for guys :P
  • Are you currently happy with your body? if yes, why? and which part do you like the most? if not, why? and which part do you dislike the most? Hate it. Stomach.
  • Do you like the smell or the taste of coffee? bothhhh <3
  • If you had the power to go back in time and change something, what would you change? the loss of friendships!
  • Have you ever woke up half way through your sleep, crying for no reason?  quite alot actually!
  • Hugs or kiss? Hug then kisses!
  • What do you normally do if you go clubbing? do you drink till you pass out? dance like there’s no tomorrow? hook up with strangers? etc? hahaha, umm, drink until i am really happy, dance forever and hook up with randoms sometimes! depending on the mood!
  • How much old can you accept your current/future partner to be? What about younger?  No younger, maybe a couple of months and about 6 years
  • If a dazzling man or woman showed up at your doorstep asking for a kiss, would you give it to them? depends on who it was :P
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are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?

no? x

you piss me off!

when people you DESPISE think it’s ok to waltz back into your life…

For once last night i didn&#8217;t hate myself as much as usual and felt happy to go out the way i looked. Progress.

For once last night i didn’t hate myself as much as usual and felt happy to go out the way i looked. Progress.

oh…by the way…

i never actually wanted to lie to you but i was forced to. 

the hilarious moment when you just know its going to go horrifically wrong between you and im gonna be the one you cry to. not after what you put me through. wanker.

i miss my sister boje…:(

term 3 is my term, 2012 is my year!

Im going to study hard, get great exam results and be who i want to be by year two. Basically, im changing not just to make me happier and healthier but also to say a huge FUCK YOU to those who let me go and made me lose self respect, and just prove…you made the wrong decision.

So to you: K.L.A.M.W.D…Fuck you and just wait!